i am suffering from some sort of seasonal affective something or other. anyone else? christmas is my favorite of favorites. i am leading an extremely love-filled life. i have so many successes to celebrate. and i do, but something is just sucking me down right now. i’m not sure how to put it into words or even what the source of this “something” is. maybe it’s a combination of things. my full-time job literally sucking the life out of me. being so busy my head feels like it’s spinning. seeing, what seems like, everyone around me getting the one thing i really want. the fact that it doesn’t even feel like christmas. (where’s the snow and frost and below freezing temps??) feeling like i can’t ever really catch up and….breathe. realistically i think i’m just going to wish for some breathing room this christmas. a breath of fresh air to hopefully clear whatever this is that’s clouding my brain.
